Agaphmene/h,
den 8a sou ksanapw 'kalo mhna'..den 8a leme kalo mhna ka8e fora pou sunantiomaste..(an vevaia exeis tetoiou eidous fetix please contact me in private kai kati 8a kanonistei..!)
Shmera h8ela na moirastw mia akoma skepsh mazi sou..isws kai duo..analoga ta kefia..
Ksekinaw me thn prwth pou exei na kanei kai me thn photo..ka8ws ekova kati fwtografies epeftan sta xeria mou kata diasthmata fwtografies stis opoies kapoios aksiotimos kurios h aksiologh kuria eixan parei thn kaluterh poza, eixan ftiaksei mia omorfh gkrimatsa tou styl 'look at me i'm Sandra Dee' kai eixan meinei me thn entupwsh tou 'psss..kala s auth thn photo prepei na exw vgei kouklos/a'...
..telika to asteio ths upo8eshs einai oti ta kefalia tous h meros tou swmatos tous den htan mesa sthn photo..kai lew egw twra, kai pes mou an sumfwneis..posh wra ka8hse to atomo auto prin paei sthn sugkekrimenh ekdhlwsh, na dialeksei ti rouxa 8a foresei, ti papoutsia, pws 8a ftiaksei ta mallia tou (gi autous pou exoun..) an h mpoukla 8a einai xondrh h 8a einai isio to malli, ti skia kai kragion 8a foresei, ti accessories 8a kremasei panw tou gia na tairiazoun me to upoloipo sunolaki, ti tsanta 8a krathsei kai ta loipa kai ta loipa..
kai tsoup..etoimos paei sthn ekdhlwsei kai sthnetai gia thn fwtografia kai meta..boom! vlepei thn photo kai den uparxei pou8ena h olws tuxaiws anagnwrizei ton eauto tou apo to galazio kommataki pou eixe to xrwma tou poukamisou tou h thn muth ths govas ths..kai lew..krima den einai na etoimazesai gia wres kai wres kai sto telos na mhn eisai kan mesa sthn photo?
kai 8a mou peis esy..ma to 8ema einai na etoimazesai kai na exeis to styl pou goustareis kai se kanei na noiw8eis aneta kai ginesai omorfos/h gia esena kai meta gia tous allous..sumfwnw kai epauksanw..omws..uparxoun kai stigmes pou exeis bgei eksw san anapodo gamwto kai katalhgeis na pineis ouza me tous kolhtous sou kai na bgei mia photo pou einai pure kai au8ormhth kai enw esy nomizeis pws eisai sta maura sou ta xalia apo 8ema ntusimatos kai tous maurous kuklous ap thn kourash, isws einai h pio omorfh stigmh ths hmeras sou kai h omorfia tou xaroumenou proswpou sou na episkiazei ola ta alla pou at the end of the day, den metrane!
...8elw na pw pws mporei na mhn eisai 'ftiagmenos' kai na sou skasei photo pou thn kaneis poster epeidh einai happy good old times kai alles fores na 'ntuneis' thn proswpikothta sou me polla peritta stoixeia pou allazoun to poios eisai..it doesn't matter..isws se kunhgaei h krufh kamera tou xamogelou stis pio a8lies stigmes sou..opote..just keep on smiling kai den ksereis pote 8a eisai mesa sthn photo h oxi..esy 8a exeis geutei thn omorfh stigmh anyway..!
...H allh ksepsh mou..poy den thn glutwneis na akouseis..einai oti ka8e fora pou mpainw sto metro h sto lewforeio mallon exw ena smirk sta xeilh mou epeidh sunhdeitopoiw pws oloi trexoun ka8e mera..kai 48 wres na eixe h hmera pali den 8a mas eftanan..kai trexoun oloi xwris na kseroun giati, apo pou hr8an kai pou pane..omws..otan mpainoun se kapoio meso mazikhs metaforas kai ka8ontai h stekontai or8ioi gia panw apo 1 stash..exoun mia hremia sunh8ws sto proswpo tous..mia periergh hremia pou den exei kamia sxesh me ton agxwmeno an8rwpo pou hsoun prin mpeis sto metro px..
...h opsh tous allazei kai alloi koitane eksw (les kai mporeis na deis kati mesa sthn maurila tou tunnel sto metro), h akoune mousikh kai koitane to patwma h 8ola gurw tous..alloi koitane me koutsompolistikh opsh kai se scannaroun ap thn korufh ws ta nuxia (se shmeio pou nomizeis pws otan shkw8eis 8a prospa8hsoun na mantepsoun kai ti eswrouxo foras an eixan kanei la8os guess ligo nwritera)..alloi se koitane alla den se vlepoun..alla sxedon oloi vriskoun ekeinh th stigmh thn eukairia na paroun mia anasa kai na sunhdeitopoihsoun pws den einai monh tous sto treximo alla uparxoun ki alloi gurw tous...
..emena mou aresei na tous koitazw..na vlepw ti rouxa exoun epileksei na foresoun auth th mera oxi gia na dw an einai wraia h oxi kai na to sxoliasw argotera me kapoion allo..mou aresei na vlepw ti styl exei o ka8e enas tous..ti lene ta rouxa pou foras gia esena..ti leei to hair look sou..h akoma kai to kragion h to skoulariki sou..ola einai meros ths eikonas sou..ths istorias sou san proswpikothta kai san fwnh mesa sthn hremia..
...alla auto pou mou erxetai sto mualo amesws einai polles polles apories..'pws na ton lene auton ton kurio?'..'se poia stash anevhke?'..'phge douleia shmera?'..otan gurisei spiti tou exei kapoion na ton perimenei, na ton agkaliasei kai na ton filhsei otan ton dei?..'ti efage shmera..exei faei?..'ti mousikh akouei auto to koritsi?..ta sigotragoudaei otan perpataei ston dromo monh ths? ta xoreuei otan den thn vlepei kanenas? dunamwnei to volume tou agaphmenou ths tragoudiou gia na noiwsei thn entash tou kai na noiwsei hdonh apo tous stixous h thn fwnh tou tragoudisth?..'exei xamogelasei autos o an8rwpos shmera? exei xorepsei sth vroxh? exei anevei s ena pshlo shmeio na fwnaksei kati pou ntrepetai na pei ston ka8refth tou? exei dei estw kai ena agaphmeno tou proswpo shmera na tou pei kalhmera?s'agapw? mhn arghseis giati 8a mou leipseis? mhn peraseis katw apo kamia skala epeidh einai Trith kai 13 shmera kai mporei na sou er8ei sto kefali?...
questions..questions..questions..mallon eimai periergh na kserw ti skeftontai oi alloi..kai mallon oso egw tous koitazw isws mou ksefeugei ena xamogelo epeidh me gemizei zwh to oti exw ton xrono..estw kai mesa sto trolley na koitaksw kapoion kai na prospa8hsw na ton dw..na dw thn alh8inh tou omorfia...
..epeidh oloi eimaste omorfoi..kapoioi einai san cartoon, kapoioi san karikatoures kai kapoioi san pinakes zwgrafikhs..exoun ftiaxtei apo kapoion allo kai 8aumazontai apo alh8inous an8rwpous..
gi auto thn epomenh fora pou 8a eisai se mia paromoia katastash mhn ksexnas pws mporei na uparxei kapoios pou prospa8ei na 'diavasei' thn istoria sou..to poios eisai kai poios 8a h8eles na eisai...kai mhn ksexnas na xamogelas..a..to eipa auto kai prin e?
P.S. Did you make any sense of it all?
Speak to you soon..be good and take care!
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